I woke up today completely in a baaaaaad mood , because I slept almost 5 hours at night. Why 4 hours? Simple! Because I was practicing till 2:30 AM and I should have wake up at 7 AM! But of course I couldn't wake up! My alarm clock almost killed himself to wake me ap but it didn't work ! So I got 2 hours later to school and I really don't know how but It all ended up just with an angry look on my teachers face! But the truth is that I wasn't practicing last night.... I was just watching my favorite Tv-Show in my bed till half past 2!..
After my school lessons ended I had to go to my music school to my violin lesson! But luckily my violin teacher called and said that she is very sick and that there is not going to be a lesson today! ... I trully felt two feelings that moment : first was happyness and then came the shame!!! I was ashamed that the thing that my teacher is sick made me really happy, but it wasn't that! The only thing that made me happy was that I'm not having the violin lesson today! And not because that I don't love the music or violin...No it was only because I wasn't prepared!...So after school I went to the caffe near the school with my friends and then I got home! I did 3 hours of nothing and then 1 hour of just nothing! After noticing that doing nothing isn't so interessting how it seems to be I started to write this blog! And I know that maybe this is the one of the most stupid ideas that have ever came to me but when I think that there is a small , almost invisible possibility that someone actually can read this and tell his opinion , I got really exited! And that's why I decided to make this blog about Trying!...Please tell your experience with the Try's so we can all discuss it together!!! Thanks...
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